>>539163239
>In the same boat and stuck in initiate
>Having fun stomping enemies even if I'm in the losing team
>Win enough matches, rank started to go up, and game starts throwing me into way higher rank matches
>Not having fun anymore if I'm in the losing team
>Basically can't do anything aside of waiting to lose in 20 minutes

TL;DR
You're already having fun losing by able to kill enemies.
You will really hate it when you're in the losing team in higher rank, where the team is drooling retards and you can't even kill the well fed enemies