Guys, sorry for this blogpost, I will explain my problem as briefly as I can.

I had never played one of these anime gatcha games. I started playing it a few months ago and I feel like it's having a deep impact within me. It's like the characters are so beautiful I'm suffering from some kind of stendhal syndrome. I see myself thinking about my favourite genshin impact females, staring at their pictures. And I'm starting to feel like the real world is not enough for me. I had heard about the whole being into 2D girls and I had never understood it. In fact, I thought it was some kind of insider joke. But now I get it. Being exposed to such beauty might not be good. It's like the effects porn have on some males. I have a wallpaper of Citlali on my pc. Furina on my phone. I watched nightcore videos with genshin impact images. I see real women and I just think about Mualani. About Shogun Raiden.

I don't know, maybe I should maybe quit the game? I wasn't even that much into anime. Just watched some animes a few years ago.