I'm a failure. I'm a failure. I'm a failure. I waste just two days of my life sitting in a fucking- layign in a fucking bed and crying like a baby. I'm a falilure....or....I can use all that pain....I can use all that pain and turn into power. I become a gigachad. I think it's time. I think it's time to become a man. I can't do this. It's time to make a plan. It's time to take the pill.