I found that potentially anything could be false so I had to tear down all my assumptions and patterns knowledge so I could start from whatever first base I could find. I am still in the process of tearing down and rebuilding and I will probably never reach an end. You just have to ask yourself what if the bible was written by Satan and everything falls apart. How the fuck would you know? Imo a true God would be self evident in its own domain. Like numbers n shit. Bio morality. A true God would always rise to the top and never be interpreted differently by anyone for long periods of time. Every civilization had math, only a handful of them followed the same God. All the creationist arguments don't even prove their own God they just support the existence of a God in general.