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I actually believe her when she says streaming is the thing she enjoys doing most. she cant do it all the time but she does get really weird when she goes too long without and is generally so support coded that I doubt she can self-actualize by herself. obviously it would be healthier if she loved herself a little more.
right now tho ahe spends her non-streaming time either despairing, brainrotting, working herself to the bone for stream adjacent things that bring less joy than just streaming, or brainworming every few weeks over whether she is a good team mate every time a new project starts and thinks the reasonable pace has been set by the one girl who seems to be maintaining an excited sprint through (without considering the wisdom of using a girl's two week burst of frantic activity between six month bouts of working a few hours a week as her frame of reference).
so honestly it may be better if she minimizes time off kek but I get what you mean