>>22305898
Started for me because I was a loser who couldn't attract women my own age. In Middle school I couldn't get dates, so I was latching onto my teachers who were in their 50s and 60s at that time. Older women don't just sexually arouse me, older women are comforting and make me feel safe. I'm 32 and it does bother me that I am wasting my fertility on women who can't even get pregnant, but they're alluring and get my brain chemistry going.