hi friends, please ignore this thread since its "le heckin sade depression boohoo gabagoo thread" but i dont have a lot of places where i can express myself, ive been talking with somebody that i met in the mental hospital for a while like u guys know, and we are in some kind of relationship, like, not dating but we are something, the problem is that we are both mentally unwell and i just cant take this any longer, she has been attempting to kill herself for a while now and it just hurts me, i try everything, i try to help and im just so useless, i dont know anything about relationships, im a loser that before i met her i spended 24 hours a day posting on this stupid board, i dont know what to do, im sorry but i love u guys, i seriously love u all, sorry for being retarded and annoying, sorry for posting and sorry for not posting that much, sorry for everything, i just want to end my stupid life but im too much of a faggot to do it, nothing helps me and im the one who is supposed to help others, i dont know if you lurk on this board but if you see this please stop, i love you so much and i want everything to go well, please
I got two sentences in before it felt too long and I got distracted. You must summarize for me
>>12325376 (OP)sounds like you're being held emotionally hostage by her suicide threats and the guilt is slowly eating at you, also sounds like the fact that you can't make her stop trying to suicide is making you blame yourself even though it's her fault and not yours ok just listen to me listen to me its NOT YOUR FAULT OK?
>>12325380He loves a girl from the mental ward that's determined to kys herself and loves you too
>>12325387oh it's nice she loves me even though I didn't do or say anything to her. Thanks for summarizing
you are not pathetic for having your energy and lifeforce drained by constant threats of self harm and you are not morally in the wrong for being unable to help her
oh and tell her I said hi
>>12325376 (OP)Love yourself before others.
If she does it, its her choice.
You did your best to help.
So don't punch yourself.
>>12325384its not her fault, nobody kills themselves because its their fault, its always someone elses fault, the last time i tried to do that was because everybody at my highschool wanted me to kill myself, thats why i dropped out of that shit
>>12325380kill your fucking self you retarded faggot, nobody finds any of us funny, we just post in here because we lack of real life attention
>>12325398don't you DARE swear at me, young man! Apologize to me for being very disrespectful and aggressive, like a f*cking rabid animal dog, or like an ape, as well, in a manner of speaking
oh and if you call that a summary, well your literary skills are seriously lacking
ika sad
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fuck this thread, im sorry