>>12357130hell yes anone pls post about it when you get home i will be the anon with the momone picrel.
>>12357197i think you will figure it out. it sucks that that didnt help though. when im miserable i try to do things i enjoy. not because it makes me feel better (it doesn't), but because it occupies the time i'm wasting and creates a memory. it's better to have little memories to look back on than to have a block of time where you dont remember anything, like time is slipping away.
i think the thing im most upset about is the industrialized hellscape that makes it cost money just to spend some time outside, not to sound like a marxist or anything but it is pretty bleak to think about how hard it is just to move around. oh, yes im north american, how can you tell?
>>12357217i'm glad you can still be excited about the little things though. it's always a nice feeling. even when your disorder makes your personality suck, it's good to let yourself feel happy rather than punishing yourself unnecessarily