>>12359679
Everyone gets that feeling, Sartre describes this in Nausea. Maybe you've heard Close to the Edge from Yes? By the edge you feel the full extent of your human freedom, not necessarily a desire to die. Your body wants to leap because it knows it easily could and is curious about how this would feel. Logos keeps these urges in check most of the time unless overwhelmed temporarily with emotion, hormone/drug imbalances, or sometimes the logical choice really is death. Usually after a series of incredibly bad choices to reach that point. I doubt this is the case for you anon, you should put that jump off for as long as you can because it will happen on its own eventually but if you go early there's a whole lot of niceness in life you could miss out on.
