just nut the suicidal thoughts away it is as easy as that

>>12359664 (OP)
I kind of like thinking about the thoughts sometimes it gives a funny excitemeny feeling but then u dont actually have to do anything but think about them

>>12359672
same tbh but one day i will le succeed by actually doing it

>>12359672
Sometimes I get as far as thinking about how I would actually do it then I realize I'm a huge faggot and continue living

>>12359676
whenever i am near a ledge i have the feeling i want to le jump

>>12359679
some people do that and just wake up in the hospital with broken legs

>>12359683
there was a guy in the mental hospital once he jumped from a roof and broke both his legs and his hip he told me weird storys about how he wanted to scam an insurance for his parents or something and then the other day he was all like no i really wanted to kill myself and stuff

>>12359664 (OP)
this is nice board

Your fortune: Excellent Luck

>>12359679
Everyone gets that feeling, Sartre describes this in Nausea. Maybe you've heard Close to the Edge from Yes? By the edge you feel the full extent of your human freedom, not necessarily a desire to die. Your body wants to leap because it knows it easily could and is curious about how this would feel. Logos keeps these urges in check most of the time unless overwhelmed temporarily with emotion, hormone/drug imbalances, or sometimes the logical choice really is death. Usually after a series of incredibly bad choices to reach that point. I doubt this is the case for you anon, you should put that jump off for as long as you can because it will happen on its own eventually but if you go early there's a whole lot of niceness in life you could miss out on.

>>12359717
thank you anone never listen to it or read what you are referring to. There are not a lot of nice things happening around me no matter what I did so I grew bitter I think... but I remembered that I want to be kind the world out there is cruel enough

>>12359664 (OP)
Really not a bad idea

Your fortune: Bad Luck

>>12359696
this is nice digits

Your fortune: ｷﾀ━━━━━━(ﾟ∀ﾟ)━━━━━━ !!!!

Just found this very ebin mace bury while lookin in the archives I never saw her before so I thought I should post in this quite clearly mace-bury related thread.

Your fortune: You will meet a dark handsome stranger

>>12359664 (OP)
and then suicide the resulting sexual addiction away! lole

>>12360935
hopefully lole

just bully the worlds nicest retard until it stops trying to assimilate you

>>12360957
nyo nyo no bullying maby a little teasing

>>12360990
blood

>>12360990
how are you today dear friend gado on this beautiful morning?

>>12360999
excellent trips and excellent morning i think i finally breaked through the brainwashing the tension in my head is compleatly gone and i fell more like my old cringe self

>>12359683
this happened to my stepbrother
he was off his meds and wanted to see if he could fly

>>12359790
I hope something nice does happen around you anone, maybe you could try visiting new places and doing different stuff so that you have higher odds of encountering the nice!

>>12361001
be smarter kid take the winning side the schizo side it is a fight stay off your mads(meds caz doctors don't have a clue what they are doing on this stretfighting game...just because you are lazy eyes you can't think the crowd is winning because it is not the right side ...be stronger

>>12361004
uhh i dont go outside much, today i have to take care of two (2) kattos while the owners are le gone for le weekend

>>12361009
I was going to link u the beary handling video for good tips but I think it's removed now :(
good luck anyways with u're kattos gado <3

>>12361027
thank you c:

>>12361027
its a cat-astrophe the basement of my parents is full of water and I am the one that has to help them with that lole lole lole but one thing really came to my mind this time my patents never work together always against each other... No wonder huh

they are fighting for hours now I feel like the band on the titanic they have the same problem but work against each other why is that

>>12359664 (OP)
here ...clean yourself it is the to win towels ...
there you have tea fren

Your fortune: Excellent Luck

>>12361677
but that's my thread

>>12361653
>>12361581
sorry gado, parents fighting really sucks. At least when you were 12 you could run right in between them crying and boss them around to figure it out and be nice to eachother, and they'd listen for a while. Not so much anymore when ur 30 :/

Your fortune: Reply hazy, try again

>>12361723
I was just venting about it

>>12361746
That's good, I was just trying to empathize about it

>>12361720
sorry gado but worst than water in their base.ment is jet fuel on her inner parts

lole I can't do nuttin cuz of mah girl pills XDDDDD

Your fortune: Average Luck

>>12361764
where did you get the jet fuel from
>>12361751
dunno why but it came of as passiv agressiv maby thats just me

>>12361781
Probably the fact that text-based communication conveys zero information about tone or body language lole

>>12361806
yea i always have problems with that thank you for understanding anone

>>12361764
what do you suggest? i feel like i'm the only living being who ever will in their lifetime experience such horrible things and there is nothing anyone can do about it
why do we just let bad things happen in life instead of just taking it in and being a good human being or whatever?


it

>>12361820
now imagine a beary wet and warn towel covering your body just enough to cover your nipplels and your lady bagina...good suggestive and nice

>>12361000
triple excellent trips!

>>12361838
i dont ever wonder how nurse is the only anon getting fun
i never wonder
i was never confused

>>12361838
It seems the nurse creep forgot his name

>>12361953
i would never say this

>>12361953
no wonder after what he did to that serbian girl last year. some people are still really pissed off at him about what he did.

>>12359664 (OP)
PINK GIRL STOP DONT DO IT!

>>12360338
thanks for sharing based archives spelunker
>>12362062
riparoos mustve been rude

Your fortune: Excellent Luck

>>12361969
fuck off snooby lemon nobody cares and it was you and that asperger tourist who did it anyway

>>12361969
yvonna cut and post in the discord group its me from the discord group im sick of your shit and i will screw you especially if theres not enough blood so try bleeding a lot you know what i can do

>>12362219
>group
thats the problem

>>12362226
I've been struggling with severe depression since my 20s and I'm almost 30 now

>>12362599
dubs same, what keeps you going?
or an even better question how to get out of the rut again

thanku for the advice bury

Coal thread

>>12362611
>>12362199
unchecked dubs on the last page

there's nothing political about sex until blacks are involved, anon

Your fortune: Good Luck