Anonymous
7/6/2025, 3:11:40 PM No.12383213
It has come to me the realization that after so many endless days these days have finally or unfortunately come to an end.
And it is hard to find the right words for this situation.
After 9 years of attending daily and routinely meeting and growing up with the people who shared the same fate and whom fulfilled their duties to a greatly variating extend of faith it has come to an end.
And today this routine will be applied for the last time even though it might be a more irregualar festive variation of it.
After years of arduous efforts and struggles this day, one craved for so long has finally come.
However, feeling dull it is hard to believe that this era which has shaped my life for so long has come to an end.
It is a strange strange paradox when one is aware of the situation but has no situational awareness.
This long forseen end left me paralysed in an emotionless stare at time and events about to happen.
As if after all this day came so unexpected.
Lamenting this soon forever gone era might only accomplish unnecessary sadness and hold up the persuit of the measures nescessary to secure a decent continuation.
For someone once made the clishe quoute "Don't be sad because it's over, be happy that it happened".
Yet I do not share this feeling and there happened events and things I would rather forget.
It is not a good idea to hold on to a life one once had but in these moments we may only be small leafs wavering in the winds of time being shaken by these moments.
It may be better to just let it happen.
I earnestly hope that I can make my peace with it and I wish you the best for your future and that for you ends might not hit so hard and unexpectedly.
How about at the end we don't cry
but say goodbye with a smile.
And it is hard to find the right words for this situation.
After 9 years of attending daily and routinely meeting and growing up with the people who shared the same fate and whom fulfilled their duties to a greatly variating extend of faith it has come to an end.
And today this routine will be applied for the last time even though it might be a more irregualar festive variation of it.
After years of arduous efforts and struggles this day, one craved for so long has finally come.
However, feeling dull it is hard to believe that this era which has shaped my life for so long has come to an end.
It is a strange strange paradox when one is aware of the situation but has no situational awareness.
This long forseen end left me paralysed in an emotionless stare at time and events about to happen.
As if after all this day came so unexpected.
Lamenting this soon forever gone era might only accomplish unnecessary sadness and hold up the persuit of the measures nescessary to secure a decent continuation.
For someone once made the clishe quoute "Don't be sad because it's over, be happy that it happened".
Yet I do not share this feeling and there happened events and things I would rather forget.
It is not a good idea to hold on to a life one once had but in these moments we may only be small leafs wavering in the winds of time being shaken by these moments.
It may be better to just let it happen.
I earnestly hope that I can make my peace with it and I wish you the best for your future and that for you ends might not hit so hard and unexpectedly.
How about at the end we don't cry
but say goodbye with a smile.
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