>be me
>three days ago
>driving home from Boston
>car fucking dies in middle of highway
>won't start
>miss work as a result
>wait five hours in the middle of the night for tow truck
>spend $600 fixing the starter
>find out the engine is damaged beyond repair, meaning $600 spent for nothing
>still need car for work
>take out $10,000 loan for new car
>charged $500 a month to pay it back
>I can afford it, but only barely
>can't drive new car until Monday anyway
>still need car tonight for work
>sister lends car at last moment
>very thankful
>drive really really carefully the whole night
>few miles from home
>a fucking retarded deer jumps in front of the car like a moron
>zero possibility to avoid it
>collision.exe
>two cars damaged in one fucking week
>no autobody shop is open today
>go down deck stairs to take picture of damage for insurance company
>get stung by a motherfucking hornet on the way down

All over the past 60 hours.

Give me one goddamn reason I shouldn't just kill myself now

i wud apreasiate if u didnt sware

>>12417741
Fucking cunt bitch faggot shit motherfucker

>>12417739 (OP)
maybe if u tell me who ur quoting

Your fortune: Godly Luck

>>12417739 (OP)
and you still don't know where your problems are ? Great to have such a quiet audience

>>12417763
This fucking world is my problem, I swear it's out to get my ass

>>12417739 (OP)
Killing yourself is too difficult and things are already hard enough.
At least you have a job and managed to get a new vehicle.

When you get some free time, go into the woods and relax a little bit.
Camp out for a night, clear your head. Stay off the phone and all that.
You will feel a lot better.

I'm pretty sure this is hell, or the abyss, whatever. If you die you'll just be
reborn here again. Forever. So, just try your best to maintain your position.
It's all downhill, there's no escape. You think a world like this would ever give
you the bliss of non existence or some kind of just ending?
Nah. You know better than that. We all know better than that.
The best we can hope for is that the gods are gone or dead because they're
the most evil cunts around and the last thing you want to do is rush out of the shadows
and into the light where they'll see you. Just keep your head down, work, try to
stay afloat, and it'll work out as best as it can work out.
Killing yourself takes a lot of courage, but as bad as this layer of hell is, you can
probably assume that whatever's next is worse.

>>12417739 (OP)
You can always call up your job and politely explain the story (but keep out the hornet part), hoping they won't be assholes about it. But if they are, I recommend you remain polite and don't let it get to you, because they're not in your shoes right now.

>>12417777

Your fortune: Bad Luck

>>12417739 (OP)
cheer up cherry

i wish i had 500 a month

>>12417922
Just stop faking your mental illness and get a job.

>>12417926
wash it clean shigger

Your fortune: Good Luck

What are the problems with dying here and now? You suffer more from not being able to die than from death itself.