i just relapsed it was so fucking pathetic it barely bled and i was trying as much as i could i guess it was just the blade but i feel like such a failure because its just enough to count as a relapse and thats 3 months gone

>>12432189 (OP)
"I just relapsed" with the pedobear image made me think this was gonna be about cheese pizza lol.
But seriously OP, you did good going for as long as you did. It is a real shame you relapsed but it's better to take things one day at a time rather than think about how many days it's been. I believe that tomorrow you wont cut and if you refrain tomorrow, you can refrain the next day and so on.
I believe in you OP, try not to beat yourself up too much, it wont help with your motivation.

>>12432189 (OP)
the fuck does this have to do with pedobear

>>12432189 (OP)
Sorry fren, it is hard.
but you had a great 3 months. and don't let this take that away! you can start fresh again and next time try to shoot for even longer.
>>12432293
pedobear is funny!
we need to bring back "pic not related"

>>12432292
thank you so much anon, and the pedo bear is because i didnt have anything to go with it and i didnt feel like downloading something just for that

>>12432312
thank you anon
>>12432293
I didnt have anything related and i didnt feel like downloading something

>>12432189 (OP)
its not about how long you were clean for, its about how to feel happy without cutting yourself. im glad you barley bled, please stay safe anon!!!

>>12433194
thank you

>>12432189 (OP)
get a boyfriend who is way too old for you

>>12433202
already did, he told me to do it more

>>12433206
oh
get a new one who molests you instead