>>16695836naw, it was way worse at the start, that's what I got out of undergrad with
>FieldPhysics
>SubfieldComplex systems
>How it startedSpent most of my first semester biking around campus and occasionally getting high with other retards. I didn't fail any classes but I did get a fair share of Cs and Ds in the courses we shared with math majors. I didn't bother learning how to code properly and mostly pulled through courses that involved coding by copy-pasting snippets of code that I barely managed to smush together. Nearly failed the one course physics majors have to take to get a feel for the math in qm, stat mech, etc in the last 3 semesters and I was so retarded I had to look up the volume of a sphere multiple times a day for e&m.
>How it turned aroundGod granted me entry into my college's physics summer school and I approached a prof after a lecture. We hit it off, he became my thesis advisor and forced me to take 5 dynamical systems classes to wrap up my due credits. Made a thesis on how a strain of fungus spread on wood and after that he got me an office at the physics dept with a big computer I barely know how to use because idfk anything other than windows.
Then he made me go to the national complex systems congress and apply for the gradschool entrace exam. I got in and now I'm cooking up the wood fungus paper.
Idk how it got to this point but that guy pulled me out of the dumpster, helped me turn my life around and gave me a position as T.A.
>What you had to give up on/ sacrificeMy hairline, 20$ a day on cigs, social interactions, women (never had luck with them before, and its even worse now) and sleep.