>>16716439I found panax ginseng and l-lysine helpful to ease the shock coming off fluvoxamine, brexpiprazole and pramipexole after 3 years, panax has some antidopaminergic activity significant enough that after a few months i prefer not to be taking it.
I did lots of meth, weed and booze while under the influence also- chasing motivation but would 9/10 just masturbate to things that still bother me- meds chronically numbing the inevitable regret and shame but not the crash and effects of malnutrition.
Now having my consistent, everlasting motivation and autonomy, it could potentially be a minor nutrient imbalance, but I see many different ways to look at how i treated and pissed people around under the influence- I was a psychopath on the stuff, wanting to supress my inhibitions further.
After several months off them, its not just the quelled inner monologue and motivation that scare me, it's the way I treated people i now care about- adding stims has never really aided my perception in this regard.
There's a few things i currently find useful for energy- definitely use whey protein over most amino supplements- its more practical, don't forget vitamin c, magnesium (glycinate) loosens my mind in an interesting way- bit like dxm and alcohol, and ive noticed sleep improvement from molybdenum and copper
the selenium and iodine change me the most, induces anger, removes fear from confrontation and stresses me out- ill go down the manic rabbithole- music sounds amazing, exercise is effortless- ultimately harmful but strangely powerful- id still chicken out a lot meth+meds, the thyroid stuff is on another level- but its likely alsothe fact im no longer restrained by meds