>>507492331
Was a NEET pretending to go to college and leeching off of my mother from 18-27. She kinda knew all along I guess.
I did sign up and drop out from like 3-4 schools/courses over that time.
I was basically the welcome to the NHK guy just fat.
Went through similar things as well and then some of course minus the random girl.

Now I'm 29, been working for 2 years, lucked out with a bottom of the barrel call center job I do from home for the most part.
I'm dreading what will happen once I'm replaced or fired. No skills no prospects.
Got myself some CCNA books, but can't be fucked to do anything I'm not forced to.
I basically sign in for 8 hours then after work I just stare blankly at 4chan or wizchan or some youtube / manga.
Been trying to improve, but with the above schedule it's been slow, and my worries are many, be it health or just the world and my prospects in general.

The biggest struggle is that there is no light at the end of the tunnel. To be honest I was way too far gone before I turned 18 anyways.
I was already daydreaming and coping with whatever I could.
Making is not and was never an option.
Unfortunately not wanting things to get worse or future damage mitigation is not a good motivator to do things.

Nothing really stimulates me anymore anyways. Video games, anime, manga I've seen it all. It's just something to pass the time and boy is time passing at warp speed nowadays...