Life as a low IQ autist just sucks. You literally get put down by all of your friends, people speak to you like you are a child, your family resents you, etc. The lack of respect is fucking suffocating. And I just want to be done with the need for respect, but this fucking faggot ass brain won't let me. The ego demands I am to be respected, but how? I just want to build my skills, my wealth, consoom good media, and coom in pussy, not to have the respect of these fucking people that don't even respect me. Fuck it, and fuck this gaynigger brain.