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Because as i stated before, those kinds of jobs involve me lying to, harming, and exploiting others to get forward momentum. I am dallying with going back to college since i have free time, but if i do, it's for /me/ and not for some company. I won't work for another person as long as i live because to do so is to taken advantage of and for a ride.
I've not larped anything i've said in this thread i lived it. And frankly i don't have to prove any of it to you, nor do i care to. I started posting in this thread because i wanted to try and explain the mindsets of people like /me/ who were once in the system and lost all hope in it. I /have/ worked and all it did was chew me up, spit me out and make me realize i'm viewed as disposable.
I'm not disposable, my life is important to me, so i will cherish it and enjoy it until it is gone, and anything i do to better myself is for me and not the system.
When you stop caring about society, you gain the ability to focus on yourself wholly and completely. So what if it's not to your standards? Since when does the standards of people who don't give a shit about me matters?
Protip: It really don't.