I feel so weird about this, lmfao. I'm honestly happy for her but I feel weird buying so much merch and superchatting knowing that she has been in a relationship this entire time. Don't get me wrong, I never expected to actually be with her and just wanted to support her journey. But there's something weird knowing that she was in a relationship and putting on that facade. Ending membership and not superchatting anymore but I guess I'll still enjoy the streams. Weird taste in my mouth tonight. Kinda feel like I might be getting done with this hobby.