>>40119542
I’ve never really come to terms with the adult violence I faced from mostly teachers and my mother trying to correct my tomboy behavior in elementary school when I was small and easy to pick on. I became a very aggressive person looking to bully someone or out for blood, especially around middle school, because of it and never connected the dots. Really I’m just a product of my environment. Not in the way they wanted to mold me , but molded by them non the less.

I’m not heartless anymore and have really worked on myself, but that part of me that’s broken will always be there. I don’t terrorize anyone anymore, but I love violence.