>>530607748
i've lived with it for months and months and frankly it's only gotten a little bit better. my time is better spent occupying myself and facing the bad stuff in bursts when i can handle it, rather than spiraling nonstop at all hours of the day.

i can't transcend the grey to the rainbow in my brain if i'm drowning constantly. i'm tired man, i'm really tired of endlessly hurting.
>>530608119
i'm just fine and i'm layered up AND furred up.