>All those years hoarding media and art paying off

>be me
>Spic living in SoCal
>Anchor baby
>Got expectations placed on me to be some great engineers or some retarded shit
>Just like the movies
>Fast forward
>Life is a complete failure
>No gf, job, or anything
>Can't apply for the military because of diabetes
>Even when they had accepted fucking troons before
>Only have some meme English degree
>Wouldn't matter anyways if I got a stem degree as the market is completely saturated.
>Need significantly more money to become a teacher
>Don't want to be a debt slave like the people I see everyday.
>Don't have money
>Only career prospects I have are taking over my mom's deadend job at theater
>Under the table, janitorial duties
>Only $200 a month
>12 hours a night
>Life is a slog living through each day.
>No real end goal in sight
The only plan I have right now is somehow make it to 65 years of age, cash in on the SSI grift, and save up what I can.

I didn't ask for this. I think I would have been much happier living in Mexico instead of being put in this gigantic rat race, but now I am completely alien to Mexico and its people (not compatible at all), and am used to American culture. Yet, I have no future. I'm not going to kill myself, but I wish I wasn't born every day. I envy many of the anons here who at least have some career or grift going on for them. Whatever, I just wanted to get it off my chest. I'll play some dead by daylight tonight. Sadako main btw.

>wonder what I've missed from Geega's stream after leaving
>it's 8+ hours of horse girl racing