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how so i mean unironically yes i suppose 'not being able to think for myself' is correct as i am being piloted by pure severely disordered emotions without the usual at least small walls that attempt to say 'hey let us tihnk this out' or alternatively legitimately gives me some of the chemicals i need yes that is true. unless you mean something else. god i wish i was an npc in an utsuge at the very least! i'll probably just go wander the streets for hours again that clears my head often