>>3972803
Your ideal paradise sounds heavenly to me, brother. But I agree with you, unfortunately pain is a constant in this life whether we like it or not. I wasn't bullied by my peers but I was emotionally and sexually traumatized by my adult male family members, so I get where you're coming from. Just know you're not alone. I'll be in the "Straight Male Shota" thread if you wanna talk. The main shota general is too horny for my tastes.