I will never experience interstellar travel

What's the point of living if you spend the vast majority of your life wageslaving, waiting for the weekend to come around only for it to be gone in a blink of an eye, and then repeat the process until death?

They failed me in their own ways, and now as a 24 year KHHV oldfag I'm fat, broke, unemployed, and failed college. I realize now I have to become my own parent and discipline myself the same way as if I had my own son in order to have him survive in this brutal world. I don't know how and/or if I'm going to make it out of my current shitty circumstances that my parents brought me into.