my older female cousin used to make me suck on her tits and she would lick my dick and balls when I was 8 and she was 15
we'd play hide and seek in my grandad's,well, mansion for lack of a better word.
when I'd hide and she'd find me that was the "penalty" for losing. licking her tits and her licking my dick and balls.
I remember it tickling a lot and I couldn't keep still but she'd do it over and over
I actually brought this up years later with her and she played dumb
her story was "no you used to do that with <some village girl> who would come and play with us too and I was always jealous that you guys would play without me"
needless to say this is bullshit because how the fuck would she have known
I don't think it messed me up but who knows. when I hit puberty I fapped to the scenario of her blocking me all the time.
one bookend to the story is that years later when I was 15 and she was in her early 20s, she came to stay at my parents house for the summer and though the house was big, there were only 3 bedrooms so she shared with me
I had a virtual boy at the time and she would have me play on it when she needed to change her clothes, but I'd always peek and she would pretend to be mad but she'd laugh. nothing else happened though
I made a LoRA of her years later and picrel is how she used to look in her 20s