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8/4/2025, 7:03:25 PM
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I'm 28 and trying to find God because I can't put up with death anxiety anymore. I have had a wonderful week, I will have some bad times in the future but for some reason this last week "felt" different. Just praying more and hoping and wishing. I've had tons more synchronicities too, and I'm so cynical that it's not me lying to myself. IF God is real, there's totally the phenomenon of Him putting stuff in your way WHEN you need it. For me, I just CAN'T deal with clownworld anymore and I've been praying and telling God that, because I just can't be THIS anxious and this upset 24/7. I feel like He took pity on me slightly bowing out the way I am.
I've had some minor revelations, as well. If there's a God we're 110% here to just live live and experience being in this world. We're here to make karma because you can only do that when you're in a limited vessel like this. When you accept we're gonna fucking die, but every moment of this shitty existence was to either be good or bad to see if our soul either lives in His light or gets cast into oblivion, then it all falls into place. Even the shitty times, even the starvation or wasting away from disease. Religious ecstasy. We were here for the good and the bad and it was all apart of the plan.
Just start praying more, bros. If you want to find God, pray more. He might actually appear after decades of not hearing Him. It could be your brain playing tricks on you, but if we live in a spiritual/dualist world and not a materialist one, praying IS meditating, and both of those are the first step to good vibes.
I'm 28 and trying to find God because I can't put up with death anxiety anymore. I have had a wonderful week, I will have some bad times in the future but for some reason this last week "felt" different. Just praying more and hoping and wishing. I've had tons more synchronicities too, and I'm so cynical that it's not me lying to myself. IF God is real, there's totally the phenomenon of Him putting stuff in your way WHEN you need it. For me, I just CAN'T deal with clownworld anymore and I've been praying and telling God that, because I just can't be THIS anxious and this upset 24/7. I feel like He took pity on me slightly bowing out the way I am.
I've had some minor revelations, as well. If there's a God we're 110% here to just live live and experience being in this world. We're here to make karma because you can only do that when you're in a limited vessel like this. When you accept we're gonna fucking die, but every moment of this shitty existence was to either be good or bad to see if our soul either lives in His light or gets cast into oblivion, then it all falls into place. Even the shitty times, even the starvation or wasting away from disease. Religious ecstasy. We were here for the good and the bad and it was all apart of the plan.
Just start praying more, bros. If you want to find God, pray more. He might actually appear after decades of not hearing Him. It could be your brain playing tricks on you, but if we live in a spiritual/dualist world and not a materialist one, praying IS meditating, and both of those are the first step to good vibes.
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