https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/I%C5%A1taran

>Ištaran's name could be written in cuneiform as dKA.DI or dMUŠ. In the case of the first of these logograms, the reading Ištaran has been established as correct by Wilfred G. Lambert in 1969. Other, now obsolete, proposals included Sataran, Satran,

>Sataran, Satran

Your disillusionment is based in HOPE. Stop wasting your fucking time and give up. Put on your fucking costume and unravel this world, stop being a civilized citizen and start fucking dying. You ain't shit. You're just another fucking meatbag waiting to hit the grave, your "soul" aint saving you, it probably WANTS to die. Embrace the void, embrace your death. Give up and LIVE, stop being human, start being the DYING GOD you really fucking are.

DIE.