My face just after waking up. ( Hair still growing, no makeup or catfish i think).

30y, hesiting to do FFS ( i'm french, so it's free) bc it can make me less ugly, but My shoulder length will prevent me from passing. (This is the reason why after 2 years of HRT I still boymode and I don't accept myself, it eats away at me but I don't see how to do it).

Idk