I think my grandmother on my father’s side was raped and she sent the rape baby out for adoption. My father refuses to look into his genetic background cuz “muh new family” or whatever; who are actual whites; Not Irish or Italian but whites; he’s basically a Simmons character compared to his adopted family. He doesn’t know his actual mother or father.
My grandfathers ancestry on my mothers side is completely unknown to me and he refuses to look into it because of “muh mom is a fucking stupid cunt, now shut up or I’ll beat you until your lung is punctured by your rib cage” energy
My grandmother on my mother’s side says something about Eastern Europe and Ireland but doesn’t go into any actual detail.
How the fuck do find my ethnic background without using 23&me or any other demonic bullshit? I look white but I don’t feel white and I know in my heart I want to be white.

TLDR; how do I find out my race without giving my money to Jews.