>>212400735
you forgot the part where I can't enjoy it because I'm too self-conscious so it ends up just being a humiliation ritual

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>>212321803
ok so having an internal monologue you're focused on means you're autistic?

>>212321895
it's not a personality disorder or mental illness, he's literally just an INTJ, I've been saying this since the beginning.

My childhood friends are slowly turning into cringy emo adults and i notice that our interactions are becoming very awkward. They often dont know how to talk to me, even though its a 10 year friendship. They enjoy doing parties with their gfs and listen to emo rock. Thing is, i hate that kind of shit but theyre the only thing that stayed in my life before graduation, i know if i tell them this emo stupid ass lifestyle is stupid and cringy i might get even more ignored by them and they would probably tell me to stop going to the gatherings