35 Male, Mostly straight but queer
Trauma and dissociation in childhood
Sex addiction through out childhood until present
Only recently struggling with spiritual beliefs, I'd like to believe, just finding it hard
Have some classic trauma-brained issues, don't feel like self diagnosing here, I'm not so crazy anymore but I guess it just makes me a little stupid and unable to react or respond to challenges
I'm a big boi,6 foot really overweight, kinda naturally strong, basically just means I have to do everything for my family of girls
I'm divorced, yes there was a time I had a life kind of. I also have a kid that I don't really get to see now.
I don't have any friends because my only bestie was a backstabber during my marriage issues
I like EDM, like bruatalismus3000, but all kinds of music. I binge watch tons of shows and movies, it's all I kinda have in life. I don't have many interests or hobbies. I do digital art, I like exercise but I haven't done it in a long time. I'm definitely not booksmart, I collect toys,I used to love videogames but I hardly play them now
My sex/porn addiction is annoying, just basically makes me depressed.

I'm very chill, I avoid strong opinions even if I'm firm on my beliefs, not interested in arguing them or social political stuff. I'm cool with chatting with younger than me, I'm pretty immature and honestly I don't know what the hell being an adult is anyways. I'm just looking for any kind of friend, boys girls, who knows maybe lewd chats? IDK

If you want to message me Kik is Nex1t Discord is kittie_13