You will never be a woman. You are mentally ill male suffering from a shared delusion that the psychopharmaceutical establishme t deemed more profitable to allow to run free and untreated than to treat and cure. You are the victim of those whom would mutilate your body and simultaneously reduce the total human reproductive potentional for their own personal gain with no regard to your biology or your best interest. You will always be a male no matter how many surgical procedures you undergo or how many drugs you take.