>>76313020
NTA, but for me it was the fact that I never enjoyed doing stuff that much when sober, I just really like the feeling of being drunk. Sure, now it's alcohol induced anhedonia, but even when I was 16 I enjoyed everything 10x more when alcohol was included. Socializing, games, playing football or just goofing around with friends etc. it was ok at best most of the time and often I would just prefer to not do it. But with alcohol it became actually fun, like really fun. Dunno if it's genetics or I was always just a sad cunt.
I managed to cut down over the past few years but still like to indulge sometimes, today I just have to run a few more errands, lift and then it's fun time.
Stay thirsty my friends