As a straight man, am i gay if i want a trans girl to not have a penis?

I dont want anything to do with a penis, or the butthole for that fact, that shit is gay as fuck

How do i get a trans gf as a 29 yo successful straight white man?

I just want a cute gf to live in with me, cook healthy meals, play vidya, fund all her surgeries in the confines of traditional gender roles

>>33990950
>ASL
23 / M / Finland
>Sexual Orientation
Hetero
>Physical description
Skinny, 5'9, blonde undercut hair, fairly good looking face I think
>Short bio about yourself - Hobbies and Interests
Soft, conscientious, and a hopeless romantic. I'm loyal, considerate, and a very affectionate and responsive lover. A fairly passive and non-confrontational person.
I read philosophy, sociology, politics, and are interested in other humanities.
Exercise is important to me
I love cooking =)
I'm into all kinds of arts, poetry, drawing, and painting.
I also play games, not as much lately because I've been focusing on my studies.
>Looking for
Potential romantic partner
>Not looking for
Hookups, sexting, anything of that sort
>Red flags or cool facts
I spam cat pictures
>Contact
Discord: 81xl