>>76245474
OK I'll admit it. I'm weak.
I keep thinking if I was in the early 1800s, even though I'm a lightskinned ass nigger mutt I'd be castrated and killed if I tried to do cool shit because for me like I like hiking and climbing mountains and stuff like that. I like doing weird wacky shit.
I just keep thinking my mother would probably want to see shot and even buckbroken by my father. I know it's fucking stupid. I think I'm cursed bro.
I need to castrate myself and then kill myself LOL.
I know it's pathetic I need to kill myself ASAP. I'm weak. Thankfully there's nothing after death.