>Day 11 of clean SR
I got kinky dreams and a suddenly hard penis this night after a few days of my penis being dead since SR. Also, I'm feeling dailies urges to suicide. When does it go away? I have 32 days of semen retention this year. The other days I was cooming daily. I'm doing daily calisthenics, eating less, dailies fasting of 12 hours, and one dry fasting of 36 hours every week.