>>76303820
I want to feel like the hero in my own narrative. I want to have presence and make people afraid of me. I want the imaginary other I will never meet to be completely enamored with me. I want to spin her around and carry her along the shoreline. want real women to be nervous around me. I like when they stare and I like when they look away and I like when they get quiet and I like when they get louder. I want to feel valuable. I want to be capable. I want to live at my full potential. Also I like when number go up and when I see my body stomp past a mirror