>>40600120
>here is the thing you actually get first hand proof tho
What do you mean by 'get first hand proof' I'm not the retards trying to summon this shit like the ones I listed. Something like Remote Viewing, I guess? I am certainly not planning on visiting the infinite meat grinder dimension with Mother Nature on her most extreme period. Fuck that, even LHP doesn't get this ridiculous. Yet, if you take a look at the history of life on Earth compared human history, those blood pools are the sea of organic chaos in which new beasts emerge. The cold promise of stars, that's the ticket out of this cycle of bloodshed, perhaps frozen in suspended animation.

>he has fucked dogs
>he has being fucked by dogs
>his own family
>you name it

Is this the end-result of LHP? Just mindless fucking and depravity, a return to Sodom?

>>40600634
>Then proceeds to describe the most madly fanciful vision
Stop VALIDATING it, you fucking steer. I am not insane, I can function with day-to-day tasks, and was quite normal until I started messing with this shit. I can't even play my vidya because I get no fucking satisfaction from it anymore. She just wants to think about her bloodtide, how nice it will be, screaming inside a cauldron: men, women, children, beasts living and past, all being chimerically fused and excised to develop some type of god she is trying to make. I would make the joke that she is trying to reawaken the Saturnine, you know Father Time, even though time doesn't have a gender. The Beast that eats their own children. I mean, look at what time does to us. But no, the completion of the Great Work is the Rebis of Mortality and Immortality, something that is Man and God at the same time. She claims that she's succeeded, once, but the 'fucker' left and never returned. So now she synthesizes the opposite instead of a white diamond, a black pearl.
>suffering
It's artwork to her, like splattering paint on a canvas, but the pigment has to come from somewhere.