>>29071681
lol we actually broke that rule already. Got stupid drunk and ended up rolling around grinding on each other and doing sloppy makeouts.

>Sounds like it's just a matter of time. You might as well bring some lube next time to make it easier on yourself.
Yeah, probably... when I'm not horny, I feel guilty about it and tell myself that next time I won't let it get carried away. But I know we're gonna get carried away anyway. If I bring lube, that's basically acknowledging that I expect/want to take it up the ass... but I guess that's still less embarrassing than than explicitly giving him permission.

>Do you plan to do the same to him? Or are you naturally settling into a submissive role?
We started off being really strict about taking turns on everything. My pride tells me that if he fucks me, I should get a turn on top too. But realistically... yeah, the more we fool around the more I just kinda let him take charge. I guess we'll see...