>>212501885
What is truly degenerate is how I've spent the first 2-3 hours of every day of my life for as long as I can remember watching porn. As soon as I wake up I reach for my phone or my laptop, go to a porn website and start opening tabs of porn. I'm active on discord channels where other porn addicts will send me porn and encourage my addiction. I've mutilated my dick the constant masturbation the point that it's become bent to the left, likely permanently. The skin of my penis has become so numb that I barely feel anything when I masturbate. I'm only 25 years old and I can barely get a full erection anymore, likely due to a combination of the injuries to my dick and my brain's porn dependency. I can't get hard with just my imagination anymore like I could when I was younger. I've never been in a relationship and I have no desire to meet women since whenever I feel lonely or depressed I just jerk off and the urge to have a fulfilling relationship goes away. I doubt I could even bring myself to climax from a real woman's vagina anyways if I could even get hard for her. Worst of all is that my dopamine receptors have become so fried that none of my old hobbies bring me joy anymore. Not even something as brainless as video games. All I do is sit around jerking off and thinking about fixing my life, then jerking off some more.