And I slept through the entire thing.

And I keep waking up over and over.
Only to go back to sleep again.

I will never understand the gravity of what I did.
And maybe that is the reason I keep falling asleep.

So I don't have to.

I do not know how many times I have been reborn.
But I have already wiped my hands clean of this incarnation.

I fear it is ungratefulness.
And that because of that I will not be given another chance to be reborn again.

I take no pride in who I am.
What I am.

80 years on this planet. A blink of an eye.

What will I become next?