>be me
>never really cared about my gender too much but i'm a guy
>can enjoy being a guy sometimes, never really fit in with groups of guys though
>too tall to be a girl but daydream about it sometimes
>have liked feminine things since i was younger (mlpfim, gardening, etc)
>masculinity has never really been important to me beyond ego and strength, but i feel more peaceful and content doing feminine things
>I like how I look with feminine makeup on and want to look somewhat more feminine, though i don't exactly want to be a woman either
>only into women

How do I know if I'm non-binary or genderfluid or if I'm just mentally ill or a fetishist or something? What do I do? Up until now I've thought I'm a complete hetero, cis, man. Is there really anything else or is it just liberal snake oil?
no trolls pls