Aaaand now they lost me. They had a good thing going with Nyaan aggressively going along with the flow and doing exactly what she needs to do to survive and not a bit more- was a courier for zaku drives, got in the fucking robot, tried and failed to escape to Earth with an autistic faggot when her home got raided and she had nowhere to go, went along with Kycillia adopting her, shot a spic, it was all going so good. She saw the kira-kira, she even got consumed by it in the moment, but once she was off it she exhibited neither withdrawals nor desire to see it again, unlike applehead, in fact it almost felt like she understood the dangers of it and wanted to stay away. But now you're telling me that she actually does want the autist and the kira-kira back afterall, and not even in a "you stupid bastard left me there alone to rot in prison forever" revenge plot way. Fuck this shit.