So straight up no cap is it wrong I want a girlfriend/wife like this?

I've got a great job, normal social skills, hobbies etc no one would guess but it turns me on more than anyone else. Like it legit just looks so much fun being bossed around, insulted, made to do gross stuff, made fun of etc though obviously we'd both understand it was sex games and not real life.

Whenever I have normal sex it is just lacking in some way.