on vacation with my first love and probably the only one i will ever manage, small frustration blew up and i said something possibly beyond forgiving about a deep insecurity of hers after she escalated into the thing im insecure about. now shes taken off her ring and said shes staying somewhere else for the night maybe until the flight home. wtf do i even do until she texts me back to make it better? is it completely over? i feel like stepping in front of a fucking bus