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ID: Eeq1pcqf/pol/509558507#509598223
7/5/2025, 10:03:34 PM
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I really don't get why formerly being a satanist is so unbelievable to you. I fell out of my faith hard when I was very young, I came back for a short while, and then I immediately fell out again even harder than the first time. This period was when I began my association with diabolism out of what had grown into abject hatred of Christianity and Christians themselves. After my long dark night of the soul in which I entertained just about any system you can think of for at least some amount of time and found it all profoundly disappointing, I received my call to come back home, and I've received the peace and stillness that I had been wishing for that entire time but was never able to find anywhere else.
I used to believe something then, now I do not believe it anymore. This happens all the time to people and I'm not understanding why it's such a sticking point for you.
I really don't get why formerly being a satanist is so unbelievable to you. I fell out of my faith hard when I was very young, I came back for a short while, and then I immediately fell out again even harder than the first time. This period was when I began my association with diabolism out of what had grown into abject hatred of Christianity and Christians themselves. After my long dark night of the soul in which I entertained just about any system you can think of for at least some amount of time and found it all profoundly disappointing, I received my call to come back home, and I've received the peace and stillness that I had been wishing for that entire time but was never able to find anywhere else.
I used to believe something then, now I do not believe it anymore. This happens all the time to people and I'm not understanding why it's such a sticking point for you.
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