>>17755385
>How am I supposed to know which set of rules is correct
Wotan lord of the frenzy. Also of knowledge and wisdom. This may seem contradictory, but that's the point.
Pic is related. There are three components. You will find the number three comes up a lot in religion. Pagan and Christian.
The Frenzy is one component. Chaotic, thoughtless, animalistic.
Knowledge and wisdom are a second component. Learning, reason, constant learning and observing.
The final component of the trinity, is the god itself, the spirit, awen, divinity, or even just "consciousness" guiding you between the extremes of total chaos, and complete order.
At some points in your life you will need to skirt the extremes, sometimes not.
I recommend you read what you can of religion, and try to go beyond the "magic". Religions were created to teach ideas.