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7/3/2025, 3:25:54 AM
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3/31/2025, 8:03:06 PM
I'm working on getting my ADHD diagnosis, I've been selected for evaluation in my country, pretty certain I'll get it; I have a small messaging book between my teacher and parents from 3rd or 4th grade, and it clearly paints the picture of a child struggling with ADHD.
The thing is, I've wasted so much damn time, I feel like I've lost my 20's, and I'm turning 30 this year. I'm just missing so much, like saved up money (even though I worked throughout my 20's), social skills, social milestones, education, friendships, etc. I've done a lot to improve my situation, and I've staked a lot on a goal this summer of moving away, taking 1 year to just try out uni.
But, I genuinely don't know if there is a "livable" future for me. There's just so much pain and shit behind me, so much work in front of me, and there's aging... I'm not prepared to get gray hair, loose my hair, I still feel like a fucking 20 year old.
The thing is, I've wasted so much damn time, I feel like I've lost my 20's, and I'm turning 30 this year. I'm just missing so much, like saved up money (even though I worked throughout my 20's), social skills, social milestones, education, friendships, etc. I've done a lot to improve my situation, and I've staked a lot on a goal this summer of moving away, taking 1 year to just try out uni.
But, I genuinely don't know if there is a "livable" future for me. There's just so much pain and shit behind me, so much work in front of me, and there's aging... I'm not prepared to get gray hair, loose my hair, I still feel like a fucking 20 year old.
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