>>34058213
even just typing this out feels hopeless and exhausting at this point
>ASL
25/M/in the middle of nowhere in some post-soviet Eastern European hellscape
>situation that makes you qualify for this thread
trying really hard to resist the urge to jump off a building right now. i don't have any friends, or family, or just anyone in general. i'm tired of being alone and stuck in this tiny apartment every day with nothing to do and nothing to look forward to. my life is empty and pointless, i just want everything to end already and to be free from this. i feel trapped and like i'm suffocating every single day. nothing i do even distracts me from the state of my life anymore. i don't know why i'm even making this post. i'm so tired of everything.
>looking for
i would say a friend but i'm sure no one wants to touch me with a 10ft pole in the state i'm in right now, and that's fair. it's not like i'd have anything interesting to talk about anyway. every day is exactly the same.
>describe yourself
(mentally) disabled neet who had to drop out of life at an early age because being a part of society gave me psychotic breaks and have been a shut-in neet ever since. my interests are all extremely autistic stuff like cartoons, Sonic the Hedgehog, retro games (console stuff), old animanga/hobbyani/kodomo ani, Pokemon, comics, you get the idea
>contacts
too embarrassed to post contact now
i just wanted to let some stuff out