>>715414845
you need to have willpower and go without the things you like for a while
if youre already suffering just embrace the hell for a while
work, save your money, get the fuck out, and leave him behind
nobody said it's easy
thats what it means to take responsibility
if you cant fight for your own life then you dont deserve one
and i am an autist too
ive said what i have to say to you, anon
what you do is up to you